My sweet Bilirubin baby! It was hard for me to go back to the hospital, feeling physically tired and raw, but we knew it was best for Rex. Seeing him struggle to get the IV and then not receive any cuddles or loves while under the lights was the hardest. I actually left the room after sobs burst out from watching his little arm bleed with all the pokes. Sweet baby was under the lights for 24 hours and I just sat/slept by his side. I couldn't nurse him, which would lead to more issues with feeding, but we survived. He came out a tan baby! He then got his first dunk of a bath when we got home to clean him from all the hospital germs.
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